Well. While I certainly appreciated the vote of confidence, I'm discovering that designing for one's own wedding is a bit more problematic than one might expect. First of all, there's this pesky thing about "theme." People keep asking me, "What's your theme?"
Theme? My wedding needs a theme? I thought themes were for kids' birthday parties. My bad.
See, I thought you just picked out a couple of colors, you know, based on what you like and what season it is and then built a palette around that. Then you give a swatch to your bridesmaids and your florist and then maybe order linens and favor bags to match. Or something. But apparently you need a theme. I know more than one person who's had a Disney-themed wedding. As everyone tries to "out-theme" each other, there are zombie-themed weddings, fairy tale-themed weddings, Steampunk-themed weddings, themes based on cartoon characters, TV shows, and so on.
Now, look. I'm not saying these aren't super neat and all, but why is everyone so hung up on theme? So if I don't have a specific theme, people are going to say, "this wedding sucks! All I see are a bunch of fall leaves and pumpkins and a Matron of Honor in a purple dress. So what's the theme?"
Well, the "theme" of our wedding is this: Deedee and Wade met through a drive-through window at Starbucks. She called him Hot Tea Guy. He likes tea. Fall is their favorite season. They enjoy donuts. Maybe a little too much. They like the outdoors. They like to eat and drink and laugh. They like "Twin Peaks." And so there will be elements of all of these things in our November wedding, all loosely coordinated in a pretty palette of aubergine, sage, brown, orange, and red with pumpkins, tea, food, drink, laughter, and perhaps a few Twin Peaks references (the donuts could be construed as part of this), in a theme that basically says "This is Us" (not to be confused with the TV show of the same name, wonderful as said show may be).
Now I'm at the point where I'm trying to design my own invitations and other printed materials, and while I have designed plenty of invitations and save-the-date cards and wedding programs and place cards and the like in my day, doing them for yourself is a whole other ball of wax. I have gone through this with other self-designed things like my business cards and such for my freelance business. Why is it SO difficult to design my own stuff? Does anyone else have this problem, or is it just me?
I think some of it has to do with having a trillion different ideas flying around in my head and being unable to pin just one down. When I'm designing for a client, it's easy to say, "here are three concepts that I believe represent the essence of your business" or "this color scheme will appeal to the demographic you're trying to attract," or "here's an invitation that includes pink and white roses and uses a pretty font, just as you'd requested," etc. But for myself, I have so many ideas of what could work, what I think I want - and much of this includes old ideas that I've catalogued in my brain for the fall wedding I imagined having before the ring was even on my finger. It's a little overwhelming. I like vintage-y stuff. I like retro-y stuff. I like Asian inspired designs. I like mid-century designs. I like Art Deco designs. I like fall. I like pumpkins. I like purple. I like birds. It's far easier to eliminate things I don't like, because the list is so much shorter.
I guess it may also have something to do with the fear of losing one's designer cred. Like, if I don't come up with an absolutely PERFECT design that totally nails it, I've failed as a designer. Or if I just relent and let someone else design it for me or pick out a pre-fab design from a catalogue, then I might as well just turn in my Mac and my AIGA badge. Maybe it's expectations. I expect myself to come up with something great because I know I'm a capable designer. And I expect others to expect me to do this as well.
So here I sit, with nothing to do but wait for the axe to fall at my day job (this is my last week here - I'm being laid off at the end of this week) and overthink all of this stuff. But if I don't start moving on this, I'm going to end up sending out a Facebook event instead of paper invitations a week before the wedding.
That actually doesn't sound like such a bad idea right now. Haha.